What have i learnt as a facilitator?

Before being chosen, i was so desperately wanna be a facilitator. I think to make improvements in my university, in terms of leadership and many more.

However, i seems learnt not a lot. How to say? Leadership skills, interpersonal skill, speaking skill, can be said worse than before i come here. Why is it so? Why?? Where's my braveness?Confidence? Ha?? EMOing..t.t
I have sacrificed my holidays, sleeping time to change with what i haven experienced before.

Don't be disappointed. There's plenty of opportunities yet to improve & upgrade myself. Remember, i'm not perfect but when i live according to our Heavenly Father's words, listen to Him, i sure live happily without taking care of others opinions of me. Who am i? The child who really saved & loved, in the hands of God. So, i must love others who need God's love as well. Yeah! :) Gambateh Hei Tin.


From now on, speaking more in English, fluently & without Chinese slant. REad a lot to gain more knowledge, as i bought many books. Don't throw money just like that. I don't wanna when i will graduate in future then i just realise i learn a bit only. I hvnt master the real knwldge, as in the short story " The Last Lesson". Thinking of not learning Japanese language well. :S

Thinking of family who loves me unconditionally. Daddy & mummy work hard because of us. How can i DISAPPOINT them anymore, dear eldest child of them...*touch & cry*..tear start appear but can't cry out.